School is so much more than just learning math, science, or history for me. It’s also about learning how to navigate life with my bipolar disorder. Some days, my bipolar feels like a superpower—when I can focus, I can accomplish so much. But on other days, it’s a struggle, especially when my mind feels out of control, and others misunderstand me. I know I’m not being “bad” when I lose it, but it can feel like the world sees it differently. That’s one of the hardest parts—feeling like I’ve lost control while still trying to keep it together on the outside.
Living with bipolar disorder means accepting that there will be wins and losses, often depending on the day. It’s not easy, but I remind myself that it’s part of my journey, and I can adapt and grow.
Right now, we’re still adjusting my medications. I’ll be honest—I don’t like taking them. But I do it because I know they help me. I also see a counselor once a week, and he’s amazing. We don’t just sit and talk; we play basketball and other games. That time is so helpful—it makes me feel like I have a safe space to be myself.
I’m also incredibly grateful for my parents. They’re always there, supporting me no matter what kind of day I’m having. Their belief in me keeps me going, even when things feel tough.
Every day at school is a chance to learn—not just about academics but about myself. Some days, I win. On other days, I lose. But I keep showing up, and that’s what matters most.
